God, I was pissed! Nothing was going right. My wife had took the kids and left, our home was in foreclosure, we were going through bankruptcy, and they were closing down our squadron! The stresses were unbearable and there was nothing I could do but endure. I could feel a tight band around my head getting tighter and tighter. A wave of anger washed over me and I felt something “pop” in the middle of my forehead.
Instantly the anger gave way to fear. What had I done now? Something had exploded out of my third eye center and my awareness was still connected to it. I laid down on the sofa and followed in my minds eye as this particle of my soul traveled out into space and through time. Like the pencil of an artist it sketched the outline of the new age of mankind. I saw in wonder that a new humanity would evolve that was insect like. But that would not be this age, that would be the age beyond this one.
This age was the last age of the human race as we knew it. Then we would go the way of the dinosaurs. Then the last three great ages unfolded before my eyes like glourious visions separated by veils of light. Somehow each age was all about a growth and balancing back into pure light like the balancing of an equation. The spark of light that was my awareness traveled back into time and returned to its original photon source.
Then the spark reentered my right testicle and began moving up my leg. I could feel every cell become energized as it moved upward. Was I having a stroke? I didn’t know. I didn’t dare move. I just kept my awareness on the spark as it moved up my side, up my throat, up into my brain and finally out the crown chakra.
I watched in amazement as it once more seemed to move across the universe and then it seemed to enter into another body, a female body or more correctly one half of a female body. My awareness felt as if it were inside a female body. It had entered at the ovary and was moving outward and upward in a similar fashion. I had a weird dual awareness of being in two bodies at the same time.
As the spark left her crown chakra I felt it enter me once more but this time through the crown chakra on my left side. It moved down the left side of my body slowly until it entered the left testacle and vanished once more. In a while I once more felt it enter the same female body but the other half this time and also entering the crown chakra instead of the ovary.
I had the strange sensation of this spark of awareness moving down the left half of her body until it centered on her left ovary and in an intense flash of light I was a baby being pushed from her womb! I was both the new born infant and an observer. The umbilical cord was strong and still there. The new born infant was covered with the blood of the delivery and I felt my awareness enter it. It was my new astral body and I had been born again!
