I never thought I would be replacing the Federalist Papers with this blog. I also never thought this blog would be public. Now it seems that this blog is going to be about me and my story if anyone is interested. In some ways my story is like anyone else’s and in other ways quite unique.
In light of recent events I might start out with a recurring dream I had as a child. I had the same dream six of seven times over a period of four or five years. It was like a nightmare in a way but not quite. I was an adult driving or directing some large train like machine that resembled a subway train or even a semi-truck cab. All I remember is a seat I was sitting in and a windshield I was looking out of. What ever the machine was, it was long and it was pushing into the earth or more accurately it was coming in from outer space and pushing against a mountain.
There was an intense humming noise and a sense of intolerable pressure like one immovable object pushing against another immovable object. The machine I was in was pushing with immense force against the mountain and the mountain would not budge. I seemed to be locked in the middle of this struggle of wills. I would wake up frightened at the intensity and power of the dream.
I also remember the last time the dream occurred because the front of the machine was being damaged from the force with which it was pushing into the mountain. It was taking damage but incredibly the mountain slowly began to give way at last. That was the last time I had the dream.
I mention this dream because of another dream I had last night or this morning at the autumn equinox. In this dream I was on the top of a mountain of objects of some type. I was driving a farm tractor from my childhood and pulling an old 47 Chevy pickup that was also from my childhood.
This dream was very frightening because I knew I needed to drive the tractor down the steep side of the mountain and get to the bottom. I also was worried about the truck I was pulling. I didn’t want it to tip over.
This was a very vivid dream. I remember using my foot to lock the brake on the tractor to make it go as slow as possible and then went over the edge. The terrain was very rough and I was worried about the two front wheels of the tractor snapping off but they never did. I almost got hung up a few places but turning the wheel kept things going until I was safely at the bottom.
At the bottom I was not only safe but the truck had made it safely as well. I was so happy and relieved that I was crying tears of joy.
The way I interpret dreams makes me believe this dream was very significant. It was obviously a low level etheric dream that included unusual emotions like fear, joy, relief and even tears. It was also an empowering dream because I not only had one vehicle, I had two and one was a tractor.
Astral conflict involves rising on the planes and resolving issues at the highest level. This dream was about me overcoming a mountain of things and arriving safely at the bottom on solid ground.
The dream images of the tractor and 47 Chevy come out of my past and tell me that these issues had their origins in my childhood and have finally been resolved.
That is the link back to the recurring dream of my childhood. All my life I have struggled against a world that did not seem to want me or have a place for me. No matter how hard I tried it seemed like every stone was set against me.
I have always had allies that helped me along the way in times of need but I have never been able to flourish or prosper. My recent life circumstances are the best I have ever had and they are extremely modest.
To make a long story short, I came here to help bring the energy of the new age to the earth and it has resisted all the way. The new age is finally here and my work is done. My recent dream indicates my work is done and perhaps I can find some well earned rest and acceptance.
Like thousands of other light workers around the world our collective task has been to work against incredible resistance and help usher the earth into the new age. The question now becomes what to do when there is no more need to struggle and fight?
